Who Did You Think I Was- John Mayer Trio

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i almost died when i saw the John Mayer Trio CD lying around in Music Junction. i had to have it la.

well besides that, jin stayed over last night after making a sudden arrival from Krabbi, or however you spell it. good that she came back early. the best part was that she was recovering from food poisoning too, so she didn't mind when i farted or burped or both.
i like having best friends staying over. we feel sick together and share lazy afternoons of doing nothing but being spineless and talking.




so i was having this thought about commenting on other people. sometimes we tell them not to do certain things out of concern, but at other instances it's merely because they don't fit into our perception of who they should be and we're annoyed by that. more often than not, the case is the latter. we think we care but we're just irritated, and that gives us no excuse to be judgemental. who are we to say who's sweet and shouldn't be doing this or that, or it's okay that he drinks or smokes or eats a lot because he looks the part?

whenever i'm with jin, i spend most of our time talking about myself. i don't really mention stuff like such and such a thing happened today, but more of what i think about what's been happening. it's kind of like word vomit and i have guts only to spew on certain people. i suppose it's the same for everybody. we were talking about being mediocre, and she asked, so how you do know if you are? she compared me to a particular individual and i had to admit i was on a better end, but then if you tipped the scale another way i was just asian peanuts.

which is why i say that it's easier if 3 ways of life didn't exist:
sensitivity,
comparison,
complication (which sometimes can be a result of the afore-mentioned).

if nobody is ever sensitive, comparative or finding ways to complicate their lives, then there is no need to ever practice any of the three. and of course we say that life will never be interesting without such miseries, but they won't be interesting when we're going through it insteading of gossiping, or, in a nicer manner, talking about it. sometimes people forget that everything is a choice.

i hate people saying "it's because of circumstances that i..." didn't or did this and that. it's irresponsible.

oh, and a couple of days ago we had this gathering at nydc. loved the pictures.

I blogged @ 11:02 PM